Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Its been so long since I came here,
Almost typed the wrong web add.
Weird aint it,
never felt like blogging in the recent months,
and yet,
when I'm feeling down,
this is the first outlet that I can actually think of to vent my frustration.
I have no idea
why I'm typing in stanzas.
Too much of school,
I think.
I have no idea how to solve this,
I cant see the future
I cant see anything,
maybe its just me,
overwhelmed and blinded by my own jealousy.
Is it?
Or is it not?
Is it my problem?
Or is it yours?
I'm tired
sometimes I really dislike my indecisiveness.
Maybe I should just let it go,
like what should have happened 3 yrs ago.
I'm sorry that I cant accept it,
be it whether or not
there is smth going on.
and since there is no way out
and no negotiation on my part.
perhaps its time to really let go.
I need a hug