My apologies

to my um 3 readers,

that my blog is always angsty, depressed and emotional.

And yes,

I am going to blog abt sch work again.

ARGH

I have no idea hw to start the essay

because i dont understand

the STUPID FILM

and the STUPID QN

and although my tutor did try to explain the quote to us

but but but

i think its wrong

BAH

I dont really trust him la

since all he does is to talk abt porn

SADDED

BAHHHH

-crashes my head against the wall-

believe it or not

this is the first time in my entire 20 years of my life

tad i haf ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA

wad the qn is talking about

ARGH.


anyways

went to mph bookfair yesterday.

and yes, im guilty of spending money again,

when I have tons of books untouched

and not to mention my extremely expensive

NORTON ANTHOLOGY.



bah


i am an angsty girl now.

Great

Fanatastic

Now my optical mouse is spoilt

meaning

I have to spent money money money!

Grr

Ok other than the fact tad i can get a nicer one,

I dont realli see any cause for me to celebrate over the death of my mouse.

Maybe miss meow ate it.

Bah

Alrights it wasnt meant to be funny.

Econs test was okay but i know i kinda flunked it.

So dui can.

I studied so hard

and when i saw the questions, i knew i read it somewhere

but nevertheless

i juz couldnt remember

BAH BAH BAH

and to top this up

I have an allergy

from my pimple cream

Pathetic

and highly ironic

I am just depressed now.

I actually have chocolate waitin for me on my desk,

enticing me,

but i cant eat it

cos i have a HUMONGOUS ZIT

and a freaking allergy

ARGH

I juz want this sem to end,

like now

I just realised how much of an arts person I am,

I know NUTS about global warming,

and the wiki font and format is driving me nuts.

Been having headache and getting sleepless nites,

I would like to attribute it to the confused climate of late,

but i think its the stress thats driving me nuts.

My apologies to the people around me.

Was in a really bad mood when i came hm,

and nt to mention hungry.

Ate a slice of strawberry shortcake,

which,

of course

was

VERY NICE.

made me happy for a while

and now im depressed again.

Am having chicken curry from bedok central

I hope tad makes me happy.


ok I haf to get back to my 101 essay already

QUIZ on monday


must study must study

Many many things to do.

lemme juz rant and rave over here.

Things due next wk (10/22)
- mon :mcq test which i haf yet to study for
-wed: 104 essay that I havent started on as well
-fri: 101 essay that Im trying to rush now
AND
on top of all these

I still haf many many readings, and haf yet to watch another movie which is my assignment

WHY LIDAT

I barely touched 102 readings

I am so going to die

BAH


Things due next next wk ( 10/29)
- HL101 essay: which i cant start because I have yet to watch the movie


ARGH


Listening to he bin gong yuan now. Its been so long since Ive heard this song

Ok tad was totally random

gotta rushhh

toodles

Been feeling unwell lately,

think its the weather.

Feeling kind of nauseous, dont know why though,

think its the bread that I just had barely an hour ago,

combined with a splitting headache,

I hope I fall sick soon.

At least it sounds like a much better choice as compared to the frequent torture.

Assignments due next next wk

craft of writing assignment 3
and econs mcq test

the week after next
- 101 essay- waitin for godot ( still reading the ridiculous play)
- 104 essay




-sidetracks-

I bot the grey mango jeans

So grateful to my mom

=)

and

I guess

that doing the right thing may be the best for us afterall.

Gotta Go My Own Way

Gabriella
I gotta say what's in my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..
I've go to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I've
gotta do what's best for me
Gotta Go My Own Way Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com
you'll be ok..
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away

Troy
What about us?
What about everything we've been through?

Gabriella
What about trust?

Troy
you know I never wanted to trust you

Gabriella
and what about me?

Troy
What am I supposed to do?

Gabriella
I gotta leave but I'll miss you

Troy
I'll miss you

Gabriella
so
I've got to move on and be who I am

Troy
Why do you have to go?

Gabriella
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

Troy:
I'm trying to understand

Gabriella
We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now

Troy
I want you to stay

Gabriella
I wanna go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am

Troy
What about us?

Gabriella
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

Troy
I'm trying to understand

Gabriella
We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now
I gotta go my own away
I gotta go my own away
I gotta go my own away


Excuse me for the spelling errors, lazy to edit, ripped it off from some website

Been a long time since I've posted lyrics,

If u cant see the significance of its presence

its time to do ur prac crit.





Nwae, I had a pretty fast journey hoime from ntu.

I really love 179A, especially empty ones tad go really really fast and take u far far away from the school,

I ended school at 620 pm, ended 10 mins earli, walked to CanA , there were 2 179As, EMPTY ones, pretty rare for a monday evening ( the last time i took it was packed to the max, ended up standing near the bus driver, which is besides the pt)

took 179A, boarded the train at 650?reached tamp at 745, walked hm and reached hm at 8!

everything in 1 hr 40 mins

fantastic

me be liking the new bus service

and right now its time

for me to transform into a essay writing machine

-toodles-

Mablerine is sick and tired

of writing essays

and doing research

and searching the net for articles

and searching the online thesaurus for synonyms.


Mablerine is not an essay churning machine ok?


=(


2 down, 2 more to go

This is just sheer madness,

and not to mention utter torture.

cluttered sentence,

uncluttered sentence


argh wadever,

im rambling,

and im very worried for my grades.

whoever said A levels were ur hardest hurdle?

tad person must be a liar.

They say that blogging helps to improve one's style of writing,

something that Im desperate to work on.

Realised that Ive been writing in a very simple manner,

which is bad compared to people in my course

who can write really well.

I bet they can even come up with poems if they are asked to.

GRR

Many many assignments

and me wants to eat ajisen.

Hey that rhymed!

Me be not liking school.

okkkkkkkkk

shall go do my work.

I know this is really boring,

i understand,

cos i myself feel bored with this blog as well

Ah wells

too bad

-exeunt-

There has been an influx of chinese nationals in my neighbourhood over the past few years.

Apparently many residents rented their apartments out, making full use of this period of housing boom.

It isnt fair to say that I have something against them,

but I saw something outrageous today.

I guess almost every neighbourhood will receive the big garbage bag from their respective town councils for recycling, and what we have to do is to leave our used newspapers and etc at the doorstep of OUR HOUSE.

I went down exceptionally early this morning to buy my usual copy of the Straits Times.

At the lift landing, I saw this particular lady, whom i recognize as somebody frm my block, obviously, one of my not so new neighbours.

She was carrying a stack of crumpled newspapers, newspapers that look like they have been dug out of the rubbish bin.

Alright, never mind about that.

As long as she goes about her style of living without bringing disturbance to others.

And when I reached my own storey, I saw her acting suspiciously at the staircase near my neighbour's house, who apparently left a large stack of newspapers at their door step.

She must have hated me because I glared at her hoping that she would get the hint, that she is STEALING.

She did not.

I closed the door behind me, and continued to keep a watch for her, through the peep hole.

True enough, she waited for approximately 5 mins, and then she crept stealthily, taking the first bag, waiting for any reaction, and took the rest, and fled.


Although the stuff that she's taking may not be of extreme value and importance, but yet this obviously reflects very much on their morals.

I hope I'm not being too much of a nationalist, but their actions do not allow us Singaporeans to get along with them

So much of social cohesion.

I am simply outraged and disgusted at their behaviour.